I am desperately alone, lately…
My family really can’t do anything for me. My circumstances in this city are pretty shit. And I’m just struggling to spend even half a day with friends.
For the past few days I keep seeing what I think are the faces of exes and people from my past - people there were vicious and in some cases abusive.
Though I’ve manage to work really hard, I feel that NONE of my gains are really worth much - to me or anyone else.
I feel a bit like I’m slipping back into my old thinking. I honestly don’t want to keep living any more.
Today was just the icing on the cake.
I just need someone to talk to me with a bit of fucking genuine kindness…
I don’t want to be a sob story and reach out to my followers for this… but I just don’t know what else to do.
It’s really bad in my neck of the woods, guys.